Sunday, January 31, 2010

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Ignorance.

All right. ^ _ ^
I started counting calories, and for now I never stray.
I even managed to eliminate that horrible thing that is pasta lunch. What's really unusual for my family ... ^ _ ^ "So I can not complain

... Unfortunately I can not do much to bitch.
A clearly annoyed yes ... .-.
with a forked tongue as I am? But I plead
quite satisfied ...
Slowly coming too.
I can not wait to put some shorts ...
I also heard a "pussy fear."




A small problem I have it though: (
I can not weigh myself.
I have a tremendous fear of the needle ....
If you will go wrong ... if it is still too high .. .
I do not binge.
I do not want to hear one more useless thing incapable of self-control.
But I can not remain in this ignorance ...
Tomorrow morning will be what will be ..
I'm certainly not less than two pounds ... You
you the good ...
but I wonder if you can lose weight for a person like me. But already
Quelch gram in less ...
do not know ...
I hope that's all.

Kiss <3


Wednesday, January 27, 2010

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Pasta with pesto.



Breakfast : air
Lunch: pasta with pesto
-------> guttalax
Dinner: I made up DEFINITELY SOMETHING .

Total calories to be defined ...

I would not have really wanted to eat pasta ... has a lot of calories (
Once I ate alone and had no problems.
Now my sister is at home ... but even if I could get around her ..
I can not do with my mother!
Fortunately eat at the bar between a little below his office and not coming home:) I look forward
...
is always too difficult to invent new lies without creating suspicion.
Ah yes ... I started taking the guttalax.
I did too disgusting after the pasta ... but with my sister at home I'm afraid to throw up. ________________________________________________________


really sorry if there are more ..
and if we do not often comment on your blog: (Sorry
a world stars !
But unfortunately in recent times are a nice little busy ...
And I can not concentrate on anything ..
and nothing I can well.
Anyway I started again to play the piano. They stress that
was not my idea.
I stopped playing even though she was very passionate ..
Why? Why I did not feel fit to do anything.
But for now .. Let's see how it goes. ^ _ ^


____________________________




what can we say?

Find all day to find something to go on ...

To convince us that the I will too.
I no longer want to delude myself ... and I'm trying with all my strength to become one ..

like saying ...? Bitch.

I definitely give a damn about the factor "other people". *

Making selfish and think only of myself and her.

you, I hope you have found.

Inside me I always feel more secure.

sure what I want.

And I'll have more fear of loneliness.

I would like.






* Except for you ^ _ ^

Friday, January 22, 2010

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Calories.



Good evening ^ _ ^ Many thanks to all
Ciccino anyway:)

day today.
Except for the fact that they are buried on the task and did not go to the gym ....
Now I'm still learning ... (
Ugh!

..... Today I discovered that I'm good at lying.
I do not know ... I finally learned:)
However I must learn to calculate calories and company!
know any site or good book on this subject?
I'd like to start and say "now more than 700 calories ...
and leave via decreasing ...
climbing ...
removing ...
I will surely help.
Kiss <3




Wednesday, January 20, 2010

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NOW.

Ok. Catch:)
I can do!
I feel it.
I really want.
NOW.
Also thanks to you ... to your comments and your blog!
do not know how to thank you ... thank you very much
I start to scrub. FREGATE
'm fat?
Great, you'll see what she will become.
Do you see a pu ** ana (What's really silly and not true)?
Good. As soon as they see me just perfect with skirts, very short dresses and high heels.
I planted as a friend and treated me like a butt?
You misunderstood. I'll snub. Why do not I need to you.
But she only .
Lei .. that will give me everything I need.
And even more.


Milena Velba Stříká

Back ..


'm back. I had a
awful day.
where I lost everything ...
Even the little that remained to me.

1 - The only guy who showed good to me ... are able to treat him badly.
did not want to swear ...
How can I remove a person so kind and good to me?

2 - I took a bunch of lousy ratings in school ... I do not concentrate on anything.


3 - I started doing nightmares ... too many on my "friend", that is no longer a friend. I do not know if I'm missing ... I just know that I trusted. It was the most important person me.E left me so. Puff ... gone.

4 - My ANA and control over food went to that country without many regards.
down in the dumps at the most, I strafogata.

Needless to say, right now I feel useless. How horrible
a body that knows only occupy space.
Why is it the end.
thing I have left?

Friday, January 15, 2010

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Good-semigiornooo ^.
^ Well then ...
Finally the "-woman-and-very-likeable female "he questioned.
The vote will tell me tomorrow .... hopefully good!
I said a little" emmmmh "but I've gotten.
Pray for me!
I can not wait to end this time ... every day pressure from the study: (
_____________________________________

DA

Breakfast: nothing
Break: half a breadstick .. . luckily I stopped (I always ruin them with "samples")
Lunch: 60 g pasta with tomato sauce and budinooo: (not for eating further to piss my mother ... otherwise, tomorrow will not go out. -.- Umpfh
Break: no I think and hope.
Dinner: I do not know ... mine are at home .. hope you will not do much ... if I can only salad on the pretext of bellyache. <3

Ok, it did not go well. Indeed.
Lunch was a murder .... but now I'm going to do a lot 'of exercise bikes and abdominal!
I want to lose weight. I want to tear down everything.
... And today I want to be positive. :)

_______________________________


I was going to publish ... and I received a message.
"Gigia I'm sorry I can not go out on weekends ... I have a lot of stuff to learn ... kiss"
Evvaiiii.
Also this week at home!
My grandmother has a social life far more chaotic than mine!
Ullallà .........
Fuck.
Status: sucks. Ok my fault though.
Situation of friendship: friends that pull, let go and I never see.
School Location: new school (Yeah I changed it) quite ok. So much to learn.

But I had said I wanted to be positive?

'm going to move on a little ...
Kiss ... and thanks for the comments <3






Thursday, January 14, 2010

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Sorry but I am not able to write yesterday.
As I had hoped for yesterday was a very positive day.
I hope more. ^ _ ^ _____________________________



Today has yet to finish ... but I feel quite satisfied.
I never knew the positive effect of the screams of my mother.
That my mother screaming behind you for a shirt out of place .. and get to yell at me because you do nothing .. and treats you badly, saying that you have no friends and that sooner or later you will plant all.
And me? I laugh.
Because she knows nothing. We
other worlds in other dimensions ...
However, in the midst of his words was a phrase .. :


"There ... do not ever bring anything out! You talk a lot and then never do a shit Do not break the rules! And then what do you do? Come crying to me? But forget it I will not try more sorry for you .. you manage!
Why can not I! Get a bad grade? So study! And if you are fat is your own fault ... lose weight .... Get Commitment! But what can I expect from someone like you .. "



Apart from that from now on if I forget to tell her something more.
not even know the 1 / 4 before I told her. However
gave me the charge.
right.
If I want something I have to fight for it.
I must pass my words ... ..
ana .. not just a word on paper. .. not only will be written to your computer.
will indelibly on my skin on my bones, my soul.
I believe it. <3

DA
Colescion air
M: nothing
Lunch: a piece of bread and a sausage: (
M:
or air or tea Dinner: I do not invent something to eat but cabbage



>. <
And so ... I resorted to something that I hope no longer use.
MIA.
was the first time I put a finger in my throat ... I do not think however that he "spit" all over.
So I learn.
It takes me control.
But thanks to she'll make it:).




the end ... just want to be perfect.










Tuesday, January 12, 2010

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Thanks

Good evening ...
a girl I wanted to thank for the comment that left me in the last post ..
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU MUCH!
You gave me a position that you can not even imagine ...
I feel that tomorrow will be fine ... and I owe it all to you! <3

Monday, January 11, 2010

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Where are you? Other




I hate you.
Where are you now?
not you hear my screams?
Why do not you help me?
because it belongs to everyone and not me?
Why?
Why do not you want me?
I would be obedient .. I swear .. I would like
your child ...
Potres you create me in your image.
and likeness. I could
appartener you.
No candy to trick you follow.
But you enough.
You do not want a fat woman who hopes in you. A
you like to hurt people.
So I'm here.

Hurt.
___________________________________


Horrible day ...

Breakfast: nothing
Mid-morning: a potato (nasty cow)
Lunch: a pepper
Dinner: zucchini and a fillet of beef .. . (Mine were unsuspected)

not want to count calories ... I'm already hurt me today.
only positive thing is that I did an hour and a half race.
But tomorrow will be different.
I hope tonight she is looking.
want it. I want it.
I'd be like the girls I read in the blogs ...
What if they feel inside ... you do bring the hand.
And never let go.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

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the first day.

are usually used to eating a lot ...
will be a great job losing weight ... ^ _ ^ "
As I mentioned are natural fiber ... 1:58 to 54 kg.
I would so much to arrive at least 48 ...
I do not care how long it will be.
6 pounds to get a fairly decent.
E then .. thank you I will also continue.
I am ready for anything.


Now I have to start over ...
smoke My lungs will become of some blacks, but appease the pangs of hunger.
The smoke then has the ability to calm down .. to put me in a trance.
I'll be fine.
I jumped on Winston .. cigarettes were the favorite of a friend of mine.
Marlboros were my worship instead .. but right now do not even remember how they ...
And unfortunately slightly too expensive for my humblest save ^ _ ^

Skin Turning Black And Sores Bleed



parents at home Sunday = = = Control Of Food Fat

If every Sunday will not be able to find apologies I'll memorize a finger in my throat!
Thank god for inventing a stomach ache I could not swallow all that food hyper energy that I put in front!
I did not go well anyway. = (
I have to put more commitment!

Breakfast: nothing Lunch
: white rice (70 calories) chocolate (? I do not know ... I'd say about 70)

Frankly I'm sure the calories ... I still have to learn to count!
I searched on google xD
Let's hope so ... really

I want to get back at all ...
I want to show to everyone. .. What I can do.
want to become thin, very thin indeed.
I finally feel right and not always out of place.
I can wear everything, without limits.
I feel the flat belly ...
I do not touch fat and company bella.Voglio be transparent.
I be looked at.
I strength and control.
I do it.

I hope you is here with me .. I hope you
you're at least getting closer ...
Hold your hand, you please. Help me
you, you're the only thing which I feel the need.
The only thing I can pull out of this horrible body that does not look like me.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

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Presentation Day.

And here's the usual, typical of early presentation and useless blog. ^ _ ^

My name is Jade, I'm 15 and a dream: to be thin .

Bassin and I do not love the sport too.



hate:

- hypocrites

- the selfish

- the blackmailers

- fat



love:

- the thinness

- music

- roses

- tattoos





In truth is that long ago that I wandered to blog pro ana sites of diets and the like.

And I finally decided to become something.

I just hope I have the strength to face all this and to fight until the end.

I want to be lean.

I want more than anything else in the world.

The rest can wait.