stars And here I am:) So
positive day today!
ate a toast at breakfast, an apple for lunch and dinner and a tangerine.
An hour and a half in the gym more than 8 km bike (yes I Pochini but I made them to go to the library xD).
crazy O_o And I'm not hungry.
I also got 7.5 in mathematics that bellooo * _ *! Unfortunately the vote comes
of history will be Friday ç__ç
horrible ... I pray for 5, really xD
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positive day today!
ate a toast at breakfast, an apple for lunch and dinner and a tangerine.
An hour and a half in the gym more than 8 km bike (yes I Pochini but I made them to go to the library xD).
crazy O_o And I'm not hungry.
I also got 7.5 in mathematics that bellooo * _ *! Unfortunately the vote comes
of history will be Friday ç__ç
horrible ... I pray for 5, really xD
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The other day I saw a film "Girl Interrupted" ..
needless to say that I liked a lot.
I think we all subconsciously sick. :)
of jealousy, love, music, dreams, lies ...
Everything! :) __________________
Aaaan ...
not true that I told my mother discovered the guttalax?
.-.
...... We do not comment
look ..
I get home from school and my mom makes me see bottigietta .. practically empty.
I stared at her, seemingly quiet.
She looks worried and says I'm an idiot and that I have psychological problems. The next day I
screams behind the usual things.
That ruined her life and that I'll never get anywhere with my usual "bullshit", which is not dimagrirò and become a hippopotamus.
xD
Consistency zero.
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needless to say that I liked a lot.
I think we all subconsciously sick. :)
of jealousy, love, music, dreams, lies ...
Everything! :) __________________
Aaaan ...
not true that I told my mother discovered the guttalax?
.-.
...... We do not comment
look ..
I get home from school and my mom makes me see bottigietta .. practically empty.
I stared at her, seemingly quiet.
She looks worried and says I'm an idiot and that I have psychological problems. The next day I
screams behind the usual things.
That ruined her life and that I'll never get anywhere with my usual "bullshit", which is not dimagrirò and become a hippopotamus.
xD
Consistency zero.
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Tomorrow I go to the mountains with the school ...
Let's hope so! Madonna
those pants make me even fatter: (How
hate the food!
Let's hope so! Madonna
those pants make me even fatter: (How
hate the food!
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Then on March 14 there would be a disco party ...
I'd love to go there. .
If I'm going with my friend that the girl will
image ... just good for my self-esteem
xD But I do not care ... it's been so long since I go to a party.
What I do some shit.
That part of me I'm missing, I want her back.
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I would also like to make peace with that guy ...
I let down too many times.
But I know well the only way to forgive me.
And I can not do it.
Or rather I could ... I do not know if I want.
Even if ...
So I do not ever fall in love, and no one ever will love me.
why bother then?
why bother then?
"Hope is the last to die"
Although I think my only hope is now focusing on calories and ana.
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WISHLIST:
1 - 2
get to 48 kilos - being able to wear on me -.- "
get to 48 kilos - being able to wear on me -.- "
3 - Find a job
4 - stop dependence guttalax
5 - to admit that smoking
6 - able to sing in public
7 - 8
a beautiful bag - a pair of heels from 15 cm
9 - always say yes for a day (except for food muahahah)
10 - become responsible